Learning to Be Still

Exodus 14:14 (NIV) 

¹⁴ The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still." 

Last year God gave me (Cale) the word to just be still in the middle of some difficult times.  Even the thought of being still is counter to my nature to plan for every contingency possible and then execute the plan.  I had high hopes that coming into 2014 that the message would be different.  That somehow God would clearly reveal to me that it was time to move.  Because right after Moses gets done telling the Israelites to be still God interjects and says what are  you whining about?  It's go time Moses, get those people  into the sea.  (At least that is how I hear it.)    I want God to tell me it's go time.  I want him to clearly reveal to me what my next step needs to be.  But, all I get is the continued command to be still.  Being still doesn't mean being passive or complacent though.  I can grow closer to God in place and develop my character to more like Jesus in place.

I suppose God wanted to be really clear with me about being still.  Yesterday one of my wife's dear friends with a gift of discernment and encouragement sends a text to her out of the blue and says she felt we needed to hear Exodus 14:14 in regards to our present life circumstances.  Which happened to be just what God was speaking to me that day about a lesson for living for the message this week.  So, I suppose I will wait while God goes ahead of me and does the work he needs to do.  It feels like sitting on the sidelines waiting for the defense to get off the field.  I never did like that.  But, for now Lord I will be still until you are ready for me to step into the sea but, please know that my flippers are on.

Rose Colored Glasses

My wife does most of the writing for this blog but, I thought I would take a crack at putting down some thoughts a few months into our journey into foster care.  To be brutally honest I am usually a glass half-empty kind of guy.  But, when it comes to certain adventures, like finding a church to serve or deciding to buy a house and add two strange children to my home I wear rose colored glasses.  Rose colored glasses are great but, the tinting only lasts for so long.  I have concluded that God knowing me as he does lets me keep putting them on because he  knows once I get into a situation I'm likely to stick it out, if for no other reason than to prove that I can.  Lately I'm learning that the truth is I can't but he can.  There is nothing simple, easy or basic about a child that was taken from their home.  They have issues that combine with all the baggage you and your family have and you learn to make it work but, it is never easy. It will take you to places emotionally that you never imagined were possible.  But, if God has called you to love on these kids then it's a ministry you can't walk away from even when you take off the glasses and are faced with the stark realities of the task that is ahead.